I told myself I wasn’t going to cry.
Not today.
Not after everything that had already transpired.
Not with all the mud caked to my boots and my stomach churning from the odor of the place.
I’d signed the documents months ago—relinquished ownership under pressure I won’t detail now.
It was supposed to be definitive.
A clean break.
No communication.
But there he was.
Behind rusted wire and a partially broken gate.
Looking older, thinner… but still him.
Diego.
The same dog I’d nurtured from a puppy.
He used to sleep under my workbench.
He’d jump into the back of my truck like he owned it.
The guy at the shelter didn’t believe me at first.
I suppose a tattooed man with a closely shaved head and a criminal record doesn’t universally project the image of an “animal lover.”
But when I knelt by the fence and called out, as softly as I could manage, “Hey, D… it’s me, buddy,” his ears perked up precisely as they used to when he’d detect the crinkle of a cheese wrapper.
Then he pressed his head through the bars as if attempting to re-enter my life.
I should have walked away.
That’s what everyone advised me to do.
But instead, I sat there on my knees, hands gripping the chain-link, as he licked my fingers through the openings like he had forgiven me without even comprehending why.
A woman approached eventually—a volunteer, I believe—and inquired if I was alright.
I told her no.
No, I wasn’t alright.
Not since I surrendered him.
Not since I was released.
She nodded as if she understood, though I doubt she truly did.
They wouldn’t permit me to take him home that day.
They stated there was a process.
Forms.
A waiting period.
Proof I possessed a suitable place to keep him.
I showed them a photograph of the small studio I was renting above the garage of a mechanic shop.
Nothing extravagant, but it had a door, a bed, and bowls already prepared in the corner just in case.
They said they would consider it.
They told me to return tomorrow.
I returned every day for an entire week.
I brought treats.
I conversed with the staff.
I assisted in walking the other dogs to be near him without appearing desperate.
But I was desperate.
He was the only remnant of my former life that hadn’t vanished or turned bitter.
The person I used to be wasn’t returning, and perhaps that was for the best.
But Diego?
He was a good thing.
A pure thing.
And I wasn’t going to lose him again.
On day five, they summoned me into the office.
They said they had reviewed my application and decided to approve the adoption—with one stipulation.
They requested me to attend a few community classes they offered on animal care, to ensure my sincerity.
I would have traversed burning coals if that’s what it required.
So I went.
I sat in a small room with weary single mothers and wide-eyed teenagers and one grumpy old man who grumbled about “woke dog people” under his breath.
We learned about dental hygiene.
Leash training.
Trauma response.
I took notes.
I asked questions.
I even remained afterward to assist in arranging chairs.
The entire time, all I could contemplate was the way Diego’s tail wagged—slowly, as if he didn’t quite trust it yet, but desired to believe it was acceptable to be joyful again.
That’s how I felt too.
When I finally walked out of that shelter with him by my side, leash in hand and adoption papers clutched in my jacket pocket, it felt as if I’d won the lottery.
He rode in the passenger seat as if no time had elapsed whatsoever.
Head out the window, tongue lolling, just like in the old days.
The guy at the corner store even recognized him when we paused for snacks.
“Hey! That’s Diego, right? Thought he vanished.”
“Yeah,” I said, trying not to become emotional.
“He’s back now.”
Being back didn’t equate to ease, however.
The first few nights were challenging.
He experienced nightmares, the kind that caused him to bark and twitch in his sleep.
I’d sit on the floor next to his bed, rubbing his side until he calmed down.
I had my own version of those too.
Different fears, the same sleepless nights.
But we were improving—together.
One afternoon, I brought him to the park near the old high school.
It was deserted except for a girl walking her beagle and a mother with a toddler chasing pigeons.
I allowed Diego off the leash for a moment.
He trotted around, sniffed a tree.
Then he did something I didn’t expect—he ran up to the child and dropped his ball in front of her.
She shrieked, clapped, and tossed it about two feet.
He feigned that it was the most magnificent throw in history.
The mother approached, smiling. “He’s sweet. A rescue?”
“Sort of,” I said. “More like… a reunion.”
She laughed, and we began conversing.
Her name was Natalia.
Divorced.
A schoolteacher.
She adored animals but couldn’t afford another mouth to feed at present.
We ended up walking the dogs together a few times after that.
Then coffee.
Then dinner.
For a period, it felt as though perhaps life was starting to improve again.
Then the complication arose.
One night, approximately three months after I had Diego back, I returned home from work to discover the back window of my studio shattered.
My TV was gone.
My laptop too.
A couple of tools.
Nothing substantial—but the door to the small pantry I’d converted into Diego’s sleeping area was open.
And he was gone.
I sprinted down the block shouting his name like a madman.
Neighbors stated they had observed a silver SUV earlier.
No license plates.
It sped off as if in a hurry.
I filed a report, put up flyers.
I called every veterinary clinic and shelter in the city.
Natalia assisted me in printing posters and even had her students distribute them.
Days turned into weeks.
No sign.
I started experiencing difficulty sleeping again.
I didn’t shave.
I barely ate.
Then, one rainy afternoon, I received a call from a veterinary clinic two towns away.
“We scanned a microchip,” the voice stated. “It’s your dog. Diego, correct?”
I nearly dropped the phone.
They discovered him in a ditch near a gas station.
Thin, limping, and completely soaked—but alive.
The veterinarian said he likely escaped on his own.
Perhaps he leaped from the car or was abandoned when the thieves realized he held no monetary value.
I drove frantically to retrieve him.
When I entered that clinic, he barked—once—and limped toward me.
His tail wagged weakly but steadily.
I fell to my knees, embracing him as if I would never release him again.
This time, I meant it.
After that, I installed additional locks.
Cameras.
I ensured he never had to sleep alone again.
Natalia moved in a few months later.
We constructed a small fenced yard for Diego, even though the landlord grumbled about it.
I paid for it myself and pledged to dismantle it if we ever departed.
But I didn’t wish to leave.
That place, tiny and creaky as it was, had become a home.
For all three of us.
It’s peculiar how circumstances unfold.
If I hadn’t returned to the shelter that day… if Diego hadn’t remembered me… if we hadn’t rediscovered each other, I don’t know where I’d be now.
Perhaps still trapped in the past.
Still attempting to outrun who I used to be.
But that dog?
He reminded me that second chances are not merely given—they are created.
You earn them.
Day by day.
Mistake by mistake.
Forgiveness by forgiveness.
So yes, he wasn’t supposed to be there that day.
But perhaps I was.
And perhaps we both required that moment to recall who we were before the world became complicated.
If you’ve ever felt like you squandered your opportunity—like you erred too greatly to rectify it—understand this:
It’s never too late to become a better person.
And sometimes, the ones who remember us at our lowest… are the ones who help us become our best.
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