“I believe him.”
At first, I thought I misheard.
I turned to the guy,
anticipating sarcasm or perhaps a smirk.
But no—
he genuinely meant it.
Utterly serious.
Then he gave me another look,
quick but profound.
Like recognition.
Then he departed,
hands in his jacket pockets,
disappearing into the crowd before I could inquire.
I squatted beside Jax,
removed his gloves,
and attempted not to let my thoughts intrude upon his moment.
But that sentence lingered with me.
I believe him.
As if the man had seen me previously.
Or knew someone similar to me.
Or…
something more significant.
I didn’t mention it to Jax.
He was too preoccupied asking if he could ride again tomorrow.
I merely nodded
and filed the memory away
into that dusty compartment in my mind,
the one where I keep old aspirations
and faces from before the accident.
Back when I had both eyes.
Back when I wasn’t “the scary guy at the playground.”
We loaded the quad into the truck bed,
and I secured Jax for the ride home.
It wasn’t far—
just ten minutes through town—
but as we passed the corner near Red Elm Diner,
I saw the guy again.
Standing by a rusted-out blue Bronco,
smoking a cigarette as if it owed him something.
He looked up and met my gaze.
Then he smiled.
Not like a stranger.
Like a comrade.
I slowed the truck,
half-inclined to pull over,
but the honk from a delivery van behind me
jolted me back to reality.
By the time I circled the block,
he was gone again.
Only the smoke from his cigarette
still curling in the breeze remained.
I told myself to forget it.
I had Jax to feed
and laundry to fold
and a weekend to extend
as if it might last indefinitely.
But that night,
after he’d fallen asleep
watching “Zootopia” for the sixth time,
I opened the lockbox I hadn’t touched in two years.
Inside were photographs.
A few medals.
A watch I hadn’t worn since my last mission.
And a letter from Beckett.
That’s when it dawned on me.
The man by the Bronco—
it was Beckett.
Ten years ago,
we belonged to the same unit.
He was intel,
I was field.
We’d both been caught in the explosion
that claimed my eye and half my hearing.
I believed he’d perished.
That’s what they informed me.
A closed-casket funeral.
A folded flag.
Hell, I even delivered a eulogy.
But the man I saw today was him.
Older, yes.
Scarred.
But undeniably Beckett.
The next morning,
I prepared a snack for Jax
and informed him we were embarking on a small adventure.
I left him with my sister—
who always eagerly volunteered to babysit—
and drove back to that corner.
The Bronco was there once more.
This time,
I parked and waited.
He appeared twenty minutes later,
same jacket,
same cigarette,
same weary eyes.
I exited the truck,
slowly,
cautiously.
“Beckett?”
He froze,
then turned,
his face expressionless.
“You weren’t supposed to know,” he said.
“I didn’t.
Not until yesterday.”
He nodded,
flicked his cigarette,
and leaned against the Bronco.
“I heard you survived.
Saw the reports.
The kid, too.
Jax, right?”
I didn’t inquire how he knew.
If Beckett was alive,
it implied he had disappeared for a reason.
Off-grid.
Concealed.
“Why’d you fake it?” I asked.
He hesitated.
“They wanted someone to vanish.
I allowed them to select me.
Witness protection,
of a kind.”
“Witness to what?”
Beckett surveyed his surroundings.
“Not here.”
We drove.
Beyond the town’s edge,
to a clearing near Pinehook Lake.
No one in sight.
Just trees and sky.
Beckett opened the back of the Bronco
and retrieved a file.
“You recall Operation Lantern Wolf?”
I did.
A classified operation,
intertwined with cartel money
and corrupt military contractors.
We lost three men.
I lost my eye.
“The truth never made it into the reports,” Beckett said.
“You were unconscious when they extracted us,
so they made you the public face.
The survivor.
But I possessed evidence.
Photos.
Communications.
Names.
They told me I could either remain silent or disappear.”
“And you disappeared.”
He nodded.
“But I kept observing.
And when I saw you with the kid—
on the quad,
laughing—
I don’t know, man.
Something within me broke.”
He handed me the file.
“Take it to McAllister,” he said.
“He’s honorable.
Still in D.C.
He’ll know what course of action to take.”
I looked down at the file.
Photos,
transcripts,
coordinates.
It was authentic.
Too authentic.
And suddenly,
I wasn’t merely a father with a scarred face.
I was a witness once more.
“What about you?”
“I’ll vanish again,” he said.
“But this time,
I wanted you to be aware.”
I extended my hand,
gripping his.
For a moment,
we were back there—
in the wreckage,
in the fire.
Then he climbed into the Bronco,
started it,
and drove off into the woods.
I watched until he was no longer visible.
Back home,
Jax greeted me at the door with a drawing.
It depicted him on the quad,
me behind him,
wearing a pirate hat
and a wide smile.
“You’re the best, Dad,” he said.
I smiled,
but my hands trembled
as I slid the file into my backpack.
I knew what I had to do.
The journey to D.C. took two days.
I didn’t inform anyone of my destination,
simply left Jax with my sister
and kept my phone off.
When I reached McAllister’s office
and presented him with the file,
his face lost all color.
“I always suspected,” he said.
“But I never had concrete proof.”
“You do now.”
He accepted it.
Promised to act swiftly.
Promised to call when it was safe.
Weeks passed.
Then a month.
And then one afternoon,
a black SUV pulled up outside my house.
For a second,
panic flared—
until McAllister stepped out.
He appeared weary.
But content.
“It’s accomplished,” he said.
“Names are public.
Charges filed.
You helped resolve a ten-year-old problem.”
I thanked him.
Inquired if Beckett was secure.
“He’s off-grid.
Your guess is as good as mine.”
That night,
I took Jax to the park.
He ran ahead,
pretending the sidewalk was a racetrack,
his arms extended like wings.
People still observed me as I walked by.
But they no longer recoiled.
Not after Jax turned around,
waved both arms,
and shouted:
“That’s my dad!
He’s a pirate AND a hero!”
I laughed.
Couldn’t help it.
And this time,
when someone nearby heard it—
they applauded.
So yes,
I am aware of my appearance.
But now,
I also comprehend who I am.
And more significantly,
so does my son.
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